Rotten

I know, I know, I'm still here. I haven't sent the computer in yet, but I will soon.

I just wanted to write a little something for any of you who ran into me yesterday and thought I was in a really bad mood. We'll what I have to say about that is, HA! you thought yesterday was bad you should see me today!!!! Come on over, I'll say something nasty to you. I want to offend people, I want to argue, I want to fight and yell. I want to shoot the stupid dogs that come in my yard and get into my garbage cans and spread garbage across our field. I want to track the mail women down and give her a simple and specific explanation on how to do her job properly, like deliver the mail!!! (every non Sunday/Holiday) is that so hard? Really? I want to make cookies loaded with chocolate chips, but I can't because it's a week day, and I promised myself only on the weekends .... and that makes me more angry. I want a bat and I want to smash things with it, like the kid who used to live next door who filled our entire three acres with broken bottles and glass. I want to look in the mirror and not see a tired, worn-out, dowdy looking woman with a large mole on her nose, a terrible haircut and ugly shoes. I want to drop things from the top of the stairs and watch them fall. I want to not be sick anymore, and I want to go to the gym and work out alone and listen to angry music on my headphones.

........okay, so these I want, I'll tell you what I don't want .. I DO NOT, and I repeat I DO NOT WANT to take care of this stinking pile of laundry. I see it there, and it's like it's mocking me, "Na na na na naaa na, you'll NEVER get me done." I am so sick of Laundry, why won't it just go away? Hmmm.........Maybe I'LL just go away, someplace warm where the darn wind isn't blowing and where the sun is shining.

What provoked all this you might ask? .... It's rather simple, the Weather. Yes it's SAD

Now for all of you who said Barry, ....you need to give him more credit, yesterday was his day off and made us the most delicious pancakes for breakfast, he cleared off the porch, (Something I've wanted him to do for ages), a very big job. He built a leanto for all the junk, and put It in it. Got our truck cleared out and running and the tire pumped up. Cleared out the trailer, and went and got us a Billy goat, built the bunny a stand for it's new cage, did some laundry, put dinner in the oven, hung up my picture frame, and watched the kids while I was at Mutual. So thanks Barry. Sorry I was so awful, .....we'll I will be sorry as soon as I'm over this rotten mood.